be thankful for every single thing you have in your life

2010-10-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

new class, new semester!

hihi people! my precious holiday had ended :[ but on a happy note, i've made new friend in my new class!
[just to let you guys know, in RP we changed classes for every semester!]

this time, i actually adapt to the new class way faster than i thought!

i used to say that i dislike my previous class but now my mindset is changed!
in fact, i miss them alot now :} haha! i always thought that even if we are going to change class, none of my ex-classmate is going to remember me. Yet, they prove me wrong. For the past few days, i have been receiving comments that they miss my laughter and voice alot! such simple words did actually brigthen up my day ^^ really want thank God that i did leave such a good impression to others!

i miss them alot!! *sorry that this photo is small!* haha

2010-10-06T11:01:00.000-07:00

Great news!!

i changed my blogskin!! :} i do love the whole idea of using summer photo so that when me myself look at my own blog, i would feel a sense of joyfulness and being in the sunshine! is also like a reminder to me that life wasn't that tough to live in.

i'm here to share a great news!! i passed my programming!

alright, for people who do not know, i'm currently studying in RP taking IT courses. It's not a course that i wanted or rather learning IT related stuff, it's always what i'm fear of. But i do believe in one fact-"everything happens for a reason'.

anyway i got a B grade!! :} i'm so happy and touched that when i see my result, i was jumping up and down! praise God :}

So for this past fews month, i really learned one important lesson that: when we place in a situation that we never want or hated to be in, it's okay to complain and cry over it BUT they could only be once and for all. life has to goes on. it's only when you keep on moving then would life brings you to somewhere else.

favourite phrase of the day: (In a world where you can be anything, remember be yourself!)

Goodnight people :}

2010-10-03T09:36:00.000-07:00

hi my dear blog! finally I'm back to you again!

after 7 months of not blogging, i decided to start blogging again! (being planing to start on the first day of the month) .

life in poly wasn't that smooth for me. i was going through ups and downs during this few month. . A new environment, new education system,new class, meeting new people-it felt so different in secondary school where I'm was being protected by the people around me. it was this time that i grew so close to God that i was so filled with his love every single day. He is always there to comfort me and assure me with his promises!

God is good all the time!!~~

*short post for today! i am gonna to update more soon!*

2009-12-31T07:57:00.000-08:00

goodbye 2009, welcome 2010~~

is a brand new year again! let me just do some reflection before i move on to 2010.

i feel 2009 is a year that i learn alot of thing from different people.

i start to learn how to look thing at different point of views,

-not take thing from granted,

-more responsible of the decsion that i made

-letting go the unnecessary burden i have and

-more sensitive to my surrounding. Most importantly i learned how to

laugh it out when something happen which i used to think

is a big situation that im unable to solve it or let it go..

indeed, 2009 is a challenaging year! but more than just looking at the negative

side of this whole year, i really want thank God for such a wonderful year i have :}

i am excited for 2010! wondering what God had plan for me for this brand new year.

my first wish for this brand new year is: GOOD RESULT FOR O'level :}

2009-12-28T23:09:00.000-08:00

back to update!! the taka team!!

finally i have some time for myself to really sit down and update my blog! ;]

managing taka counter had finally ended *i be back to ion to work*

is a miracle for us to hit the target at the end of the day!

i remember how our team felt so impossible to hit the target especially

we have limited time to fulfill it! As the leader over there, though i encourage them tokeep on going yet i myself have the mindset that this is a IMPOSSIBLE mission.

i really want thank God for his word on that day!

i went to camp believe cg and the word for that day is about our mindset.

felt God speak to me loud and clear that if you want a breakthrough,

START BELIEVEING! the one who leads the sheep must first change the mindset,

then the sheep could follow. after hearing the word, i sms all my team people

and we begin to keep believeing something will happen at the end of the day.

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*O* i really want to say a big thank you to the taka team!

you guys are so amazing! ;} you guys are the one to keep on believeing with me

that we can do it!~~ i know there are times we felt so hard to hit the target

because there is really no customer around! yet you guys didnt gave up but keep on cheering :} that the spirit i want for our team! you guys fulfill what i want.

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i want to thank michelle!!~~ I LOVE her alot!!!!!!!!!!!!

she understand me so well that sometimes i don have to say much thing yet

just by looking at my expression, she could tell what am i thinking!

oh man she read me like a book :}

working with her might felt being pressure by her but compared to that,

i think i enjoy alot because she someone that protect her full/part timer!!

i love talking to her!!! thank God i have such a lovely manager.

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such a wordy post! but well at least i update some proper post :}

2009-12-06T19:00:00.000-08:00

short update!~~ be back soon

alright, i know my blog is somehow dead. have not been updating for few week!

today I'm going to save my blog! hehe *O*

been working non-stop for this past few day! in fact my schedule for this month

is so pack that i got to know how to arrange my time properly so i be

able to work at the same time attending church event~~

this week is the most challenging one as i got lots of event that fall on this week.

i got to go now! rushing off to work. be back to update *O*

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2009-11-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

"manage your schedule well and not let your schedule manage you."

this few day i had a good rest before i start my busy week!

anyway i went back to my previous job for last year,

since im so called *the old bird* already, lots of task is given out for me to handle!

i felt so challenge by it but at the same time im enjoying it *O*

thank God for opportunity for handling more responsibility as well as enlarging my capacity.

only when you are faithful to small little thing,

then you would be able to handle larger task.

am i tired right now? i would say thats the only beginning of being really busy!

yes! i'm enjoying the life of working and serving God.

lastly,i want thank God i found a job that i'm able to still go for cg and service.

just love my life so much!!

*love life and life will love you back*

2009-11-10T05:22:00.000-08:00

18 more hours to go! here comes my freedom!!!!!

i had begin to imagine how are we going to yell tomorrow

after the examiner start collecting our paper!

my heart is beating faster whenever i think about that!

*O* hooray hooray! im so excited tomorrow to prepare to shout:

END OF EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-06T02:42:00.000-08:00

whoooooooooooo~~~~

a big scream hooray for i have FINALLY done all my O level written paper.

though there is still one more paper left which is my science MCQ,

yet i think i have finish my race!!!

i feel so free now :}:}:}

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looking back how i have started this race,

i felt so amazing of how i have endure and been waiting for the race to end.

never thought of the day that i be graduating from fajar secondary school pass by so fast.

alot of memories flashed back throughtout those years in fajar *O*

yes, there are many times that i complained wanting to leave this school asap

yet i still enjoy my secondary school life in fajar alot!

what a precious and important 5 years i had in my life!!!~

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hohohoh campo, i be back very soon!!!~~

so excited but at the same time im nervous to start work..

how i wish i can work with carlo or yanqing or my two darling taka member!!! hahaha.

starting work on 19 nov :}

and i be super busy on the month of dec!

2009-10-13T21:42:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday,Lionel!

finally I'm here to update Lionel's birthday celebration.

his birthday fall on 30 Sep and on that day itself,

we had a mini amazing race that is planned by us in order to gave him

a memorable celebration *O*

there are total of 6 station at different block.

his task is to complete the game that we set for him.

the first station is at my block! i think my station is the most easy of all ;}

he have to blow 5 balloons and brust it after that!

haha okay this is the photo taken in my station!

the reason why i put my hand on his shoulder is to irritate peijun!! wahaha

our group got alot of complicated relationship!! haha..

i"m not going to post what happen to the next few station.

after last station, we actually blindfolder him and lie to him that this is for the next station

*he dont know how many station we have*

in fact the game master for the last station would bring him to his block,

by then we are all ready there to surprised him!!!

here are the group photo without jason and T.P.C

lastly i think the amazing race celebration is a great success
hope lionel you truly enjoyed the small surprised that is planned by us.

*O*

2009-10-12T10:09:00.000-07:00

the long await house warming post

it took me long enough to actually update

the house warming party that i was invited from one of my malay friend :}

it's definitely a great experience for me as this was my very first time to went

for the malay house warming. i enjoy alot! love the food especially the chicken wings :}

not to mention, we took alot of photos!

i thank God that a photoshop in this world that im able to combine photo,

if not im really lazy to update the photo that is taken :}

now then i realise then i didnt took photo with weiqi! sorry :[

my singing partner and buddy!!

after we left the house, we went to starbucks and chitchat!!!

if you know me well enough, i love having starbucks session alot!

this is a time where i really have heart to heart session with people.

under such a relaxing atmosphere, i think this when we know each other more

as we are more open up to one another.

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yes i shall end this post with my two favourite photo for the event :}

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oh yes! how could i end without saying:

happy birthday to cerlyn!!!!! *O*

im so sorry that is kind of too late to post right now because

it has been a week~ i hope you really liked the present that i gave,

you have been such a great friend to me! let continue to grow more stronger ;}

thank for everything that you had done in my life~

2009-10-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

when you cannot see the hand of God, trust his heart

been lazy to update post and i totally forget that i need to maintian my blog ;}

hehe. there are of event going on the month of sep and oct,

yes i had alot to update once i combined all the photo together

(which is much more easy for me! is good to have photoscape!) haha *O*

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anyway though today is tue but i still want this post to be on sunday

as im going to talk about the message that is being preach by pastor kong!!

i love pastor kong meassage! i was totally blown by him.

my mind have some flashed back about how i used to face different situation

in my life, i feel so helpless yet i was always believeing God that

thing happens for a reason.

true enough, as i begin to keep on trusting, it develop my character more

and i grow more stronger. i begin to tear as i realised that God has always been

watching over me . especially the time when i turn my back against God,

he is always there yet i didnt realised!

on that service, God begin to speak to me of how he had being always there

and show me the big picture of the situation.

indeed God is amazing :] He is smart in handling people,

he knows the ways to win us over

and you be amazed when you see the whole picture of how he works.

i have walk one big round in the journey but because of that "big round"

i came to love God MORE, i love praying now and im excited serve him.

i thank God for everything in my life. i felt so protected and loved by him!

i encourage people who dont love praying, start praying *talking* to him now!

if not you are missing something important!! :}

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such a long wordy post!! hehe i be posting again :}

"a journey that is about endurance with obedience"

2009-10-01T04:08:00.000-07:00

When a man has put a limit on what he will do, he has put a limit in what he can do.

ever since i got back my result, i been feeling discourage but because

of how bad i had did in my prelim, it pushes me more and gear up the slacking me!!

GO GO Go *O*

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oh man,i really got alot of thing to post but in this one month time,

i think i be focusing in my studies :} so i be blogging again when i have time to do it..

lastly, i just want to encourage myself a bit or maybe people who did not

do well in prelim.

failure is not the final! it just one step closer to success

*i gave credit to someone who told me this before and i cannot remember who is that.. hehe*

2009-09-18T09:30:00.000-07:00

Disppointment and fear

it's been a tough week for me.

i tend to cry easily when im too pressure by the exams..

i fear of disappointment,failures and the incapable ability that i have ;{

it feels more worse when i heard the bad news about the english paper that we did.

i told myself that i'm definitely able to do it!

yet there are times negative thoughts just went cross my mind,

i begin to doubt myself and

i really hate the unusual me :{ to feel so low self-confident!

my heart is sinking.......

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anyway i have FINALLY change my blog song!

thank cheah pei jun for helping me to change it! if not i think i still be listening

to bleeding love..haha

2009-09-09T09:48:00.000-07:00

sentosa amazing race photo!!! :}

this is my team member on that day!! i think i know them better after this event :}they can be lame sometimes but they are really funny!! oh yes! just to mention, all the guys in my team are gentleman!! *Q*

i like how the photo is taken! i think is cool :}

okay, i look like an idiot in this photo! *laughing at myself now*

the girl!! :}

alright i always want to talk a bit about cerlyn, the one next to me wearing red shirt *O*

she been a great buddy, sister and friend to me!

i think is my pleasure to know her in church ;]

she is indeed a true friend to me who always been there for me

and gave me the encouragement that i need.. i know she care for me alot

that will sms me every single week! there are times when we dont feel like going cg/service,

we be there to encourage each other *Q*

she never failed to be there to lend her ears to me!! hehe.

so buddy, i just want to say a big thank you to you for always suppoting me!

at the same time, please remember that im always here for you too!!

tell me any problem you faced because you are not alone in this walk with god ;}

i love you alot, sister :}

*alright,i have many more to say but i shall move on! haha*

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since i have talk about cerlyn, i shall say some word to celine too

*the one wearing grey with a word S*

celine is always there to make me laught!! haha..

im glad to know you too because you bring laughter to people's life..

i hope to know you much more better!!

thank for your concern to me too *Q*

for jack, i dont have to say much thing about you!

you been a great friend to me.. ;}

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okay as for shing * the one wearing red furthest from me,*

i dont think i have to say alot of thing because im like repeating myself already!

just three word and that enough:
i love shing!!!!!!!! *D*

hehehehe...

before i end this post, a group photo of the sub-zone...............

say cheers!!!!~~~~~~~~~~goodnight people..

2009-09-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

okay i know this is going to be short.

i be back to update the sentosa amazing race and campo meeting soon ;}

she need to go rest now...

goodnight people *Q*

2009-09-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

{"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined."}

today is the start of my 1 week holiday

but it doesnt feel like a holiday to me ;[ its more like study/preparing week..

i have been so hardworking to go out and study with my friends :}

so today, i decided to take a one day rest at home to recharge my battery again :]

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yesterday i got a fun time having amazing race at sentosa!~

it's super tiring!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~

i didnt expect to be so tired because i thought only a few stations,

so it should be okay!

unpexpectedly,at the end of the event, i have lost all my energy..

i think yesterday it was a fun day for me :}

especially yesterday was the day that im back in usher ministry

and i really enjoy serving again! *though is tiring to wake up super early*

yet i felt really happy!

at the same time,i want to thank God that im able to lead people once again!

i was expect that i be door usher or zone usher,

but i was given a oppotunity to be the zone IC *mean in charge of one big zone*!!

whoo~~ i can still remember how happy and shocked i was when i hear that :}

i just love God...He is amazing *O*

2009-09-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

the long overdue photos

yes i do know naitonal day has passed long ago!~ but still i want to post

up the photo *o*. in fact there are somemore photos,

but im kinda of lazy to post everything as im sleepy now! haha

*look at my blog for not posting anything, i decide to post something before i sleep* :}

all i want to say is i do enjoy the day spent with my friends on that day!~

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there alot of thing thats in my mind now!

i really want to voice out yet i want to keep it to myself..

i began to see clearly right now that i was wrong about what i believes in you,

i know alot of things but chose to keep in silent.

current mood:confusing :{

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i miss chatting with william ng!!!! haha are you happy to see that now :]

dont busy dating till forget me hor!! haha ;}

2009-08-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

I'm stressed by the upcoming exam

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i saw this two words in shing blog *SCHOOL RANT*

yes, i going to blog about it too and i exactly know how shing feels,

though hers is really more stressful than mine! haha *o*

i left about 70 more days to O's level and it seems like the battle gets harder

when each day pass by..

i got so much homework that sometimes i dont even know

which to start off first :[ i'm kind of stressed up because every time i do

my phy/bio papers, i find myself being lost in the *phy/bio world*! :[ lots of question

seems so unfamiliar to me and this is really bad..

all this work is suffocating me!therefore, i hope as i work so hard,

my hardwork will paid off at the end of the day :}

i shall end my ranting..

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before i go to sleep, i just want to say:

finally i got a breakthrough in my chinese O's level result :}

i got A1!!!~ *O* felt really surprised, shocked, happy and at the same time sad..

having mixture feelings at that point of time~

of course i'm happy to get A1 but there are also friends who did not

get what they expected from themselves.

those who did not do well which is not in my expectation,

i felt really heartache for you guys :[

but im believing that you guys are going to do way better in the second time

because determination motivates people to uphill..

jia you :} *Q*

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lastly i was always being reminded by this phrase:

life isn't a bed of roses, it bound to have obstacles in your journey!

2009-08-18T08:25:00.000-07:00

i REALLY REALLY hate practical ;{

im not a hand's on person! therefore, i really hates practical~

i dislike it more after what happen today :{

today is my ever first time to do practical by myself *got mock test,both phy/bio*

in my mind, i keep reminding myself that i can do it just read the instruction carefully

and everything's is going to be alright..

i was happily doing my bio practical and after proceed on to phy,

and it kind of turn up to be my nightmare when i look at the question :{

because i dont understand what is it talking about!!

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i try to follow the instructions but i just do know how to start of

the feeling of nervous and unable to do anything made me really want to cry out loud!

my mind just went totally blank about what am i suppose to do about the practical.

i was really panic thinking of what happens if this is my o's exam ;{

i really got to say thank you to friends who encourage me when i cried after the practical

i really HOPES this wont happen the second time!

sinee want to do well in her practical :]

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currently, my life is packed with homework..

i start to feel stress now!!~

being pressure by all the exam thats coming up..

2009-08-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

i know i haven been updating my blog recently, just bear with me for two more day ;}

i waiting for shing to blog and also my buddy to online to get photo!

i promised im going to blog about national day and 20 anniversary!

oh yes, i just join plurk!! *o* i dont know why but to feel proud of myself

as im a computer idiot!

still in the mist of changing my blog song,

i know pearlyn feels irriated everytime when she came to my blog! haha

still trying to change the song because i dont know why when

i put in my playlist, everything mess up :{

im trying hard to find out what the reason.

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i seriously need some motivation to start studying..

sometimes i really doubt myself am i able to make it for o level exam,

i think is time for me to get really focus and not slacking!

is good to have break sometimes,

but not long break till the momentum start to slow down

i feel lousy about myself sometimes for being so lazy to study.

hate myself for not hardworking when i know i should,

i think sinee should slap herself!

2009-08-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

i have recovered from high fever :}

wahaha i think yesterday was my most happiest day because i was praying that im able to join the supper with the company :} yes! God answer prayer *O* my fever went down on the friday morning..hohoh i was super surprised but at the same time smiling in my heart!

just want to thank people who sms me and tag me to show me their concern for me! im alright now so be back in school soon!! ;}

im excited for national day! haha.. i am so ready to sing-along the songs (and i have did that in the cg! hahaha) *V*

2009-08-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

seems like monday wasnt a good day for me :{

went to school happily today thinking that im alright though morning i wasnt feeling well

after our temperature taking,

my temperature was 38.1!!! couldnt believe it because i touch my forehead

it doesnt felt warm! i even ask peijun check for me too..

was sent home from school and the went to see doctor :{

i hate seeing doctor becuase i have been going clinic often this three month..

the doctor gave me 7 day of mc!!

ahhhh..... i dont want ;{ i still want to go and meet campo people on friday..

somemore im afriad i cant catch up my with studies if i dont go school for so many days~

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yesterday went to indoor stadium to celebrate church 20 year anniversary!!

whooo... it was a touching moment to see how church have grown

this past few years~

im glad to be part of the church family ;}

i shall update more after getting photo from shing blog :}

waiting for her to update..hehe

2009-07-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

a quick update of last week :}

went to eat japanessa food *forget the shop name..* with my brother :}

my brother was super random because we walk pass this shop

and he suddenly say he want to try the food here!

he was so generous to paid half of it for me :} hohoh..save money man!!~ :}

love the food!!delicious man, super worth it *because i piad half of it* haha..

i took a photo of the food that we order..

althought is expensive but is nice :} below the photo, do you think we look alike??

hehe ^v^ i think we look like twin in this photo..hahaha

the way we smile look the same, right?? hehe

oh yes, i just want to say 5a2 have done a good job. :]

we always try our best to do the task being given by the school!

like recently, we had this cheerleading competition, folding stars competition

and class decoration,

i think is good to see most of the classmate give their best to help out..

though there is time we have argument,

yet we still able to produce excellent job..

so 5a2 i hope we can win for the folding stars competition and cheerlading :}

2009-07-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

i can be strong because i have friends who support me ;}

not been updating recently due to being lazy :{ hehe ..

anyway this photo above taken weeks ago,

i was super dupe happy when i meet them!!!!~ :} our company open a new shop at ion shopping,

we were really excited to go there.........to gave them support?

haha more like we go there and messed up thing.

haha :} i love to share thing with the campo people!~

they always gave me the trust that i need and cheer me up when i sad..

we are people who always be frank with each other,

i think that one of the reason why we are really close though we do not see each other often :}

i miss them now~~~~~~~

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shall update again.. the blogger could not update alot of photo

and i still have several thing to update ;}

sinee is tired now.. going sleep!

2009-07-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

" success is one percent inspiration 99 percent effort"

seeing my friend been so hardwoking nowsday,

i felt so lousy about myself being so slacking. im not making any effort

and i think i really have to bring my focus back once again into my studies!

i really need to do something about it :}

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in fact, physically i felt tired..

i do have enough rest but i wonder why do i felt tired easily..

yet in my spirit, im still felt energtic ;}

you know sometimes if you face tribulations in your life,

be positive about it :}

it meant to mould your character more and develop your endurance :}

keep on going and keep on pushing,

because the season of spring will definitely come into your life!~

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the last race for my secondary school life seems really tough.

i pray for another breakthrough in my life ,

miss tan really dont wish to continue to slack off anymore..

2009-07-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

(could you see those like mosquito bite's}

my leg is full of those mark man! super itchy at night.. went to see doctor

and doctor say is "fen mo"

this "fen mo" has no explanation why do it appear!?

it might be because i am allergy to some food, some new product i use

or the air/bed/t-shirt is dirty..

itchy itchy :{

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few more months to o level exam :}

im kind of excited though i know we are going to go through

a time of being pressurized by covering all the chapters that is needed to.

yet, what im excited for is after the exam!!

i have started to plan my holidays

and i know carlo they all are waiting for me to back to campo and fight the battle..

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hahaha ;} dont you think,

sometimes when you focus the gain and not the pain,

your life will be more interested and fun :}

keep on complaining doesnt change the situation that you are facing,

so why not focus on the "prize" that we are getting at the end of the race ;]

whoo im ready to get prepared for my exams :}

( my brother always say: shout YES to exam/school to start a good day}

hahaha ;}

2009-07-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

my life is always interesting :]

shared my testimony yesterday in the cg :}

im glad that my testimony did encourage some of them in the cg.. hehe

i didnt say the full part of my testimony because cg need to end early,

so i end it quick and sweet..haha :}

right now i decide to share the part which i didnt manage to share :}

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what i have been through had allowing me to experience God's unconditional love ;}

after going back where i leave,

sometimes,i felt so gulity for turning my back against God

knowing that i can keep on going but i chose to leave..

but i really want to thank God that he spoke to me one day saying:

"is okay my daughter :} finally you come back to me, i want you to use this and share to people who face

problem next time to encourage them. you are always important to me"

i felt so warm-hearted after hearing that..

after all these happens,i really felt so loved by god..

everything in the world can be fake, but God's love is always true to us ;}

of course im not saying that you guys got to did what i had done,

but i want to tell all of you here that,

God had his ways and plan for us to get stronger each time.

he knows everything and were always there with us.

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life's is always challenging!

but because of all these challenge we had in life, life is never boring :}

Sinee love God!!! :}

she love shing too ;} oh yes not forgetting my cg member..heheh

2009-07-05T20:36:00.000-07:00

i find it hard sometimes to continue the walk,

i keep on pushing myself to the point that i realise im tired.

i couldnt find any motivation to keep me moving on,

i quietly pray that i could find back what i have lost in the first place.

and it just seems to be difficult to carry on..

they are running ahead of me that i could not catch up.

i want/ need some enocuragement and movitation to perserve on..

im not breaking yet because i want to be more stronger :]

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recently i just meet up with my company people!!!

jump with joy when i saw them :} haha.. its funny to look at us when we saw each other,

is like we not been seeing each other for ages..

im suprised that that day everyone gather together!

didnt expected everyone came..

hohoho my carlo darling going koren and im excited for her too!!

i believe she is going to buy some present back for us :} haha..

love them alot :}

2009-07-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

why couldnt upload photo???

irritated by the blogger :{ i wonder why i could update any photo??

wanted to have proper update but

im piss off by the blogger man!!!

lastly i want to mention something is that,

i love to watch transformer ;] is a must to watch!!

shall update soon again :}

2009-06-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

girls gathering :}

had our chatting session after buying my favourite desert

cheese cake!!!!

hohoh is like, at last i could eat my cheese cake :}

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haha not going to post what funny thing happen again!

because going out with them never failed to have some embarrassement things happens :}

is fun to talk to them!~

and looking at myself now,

what happened last year did changes mine character alot :}

is a step of making me to realize becoming more of myself than fix in what people really expect from me

in fact, i use to hide myself afraid how people look at me and think of me..

but it doesnt matter to me anymore :}

because at the end of the day, the more i hide the more i lose myself.. :}

and in the end no one really understand me, even myself..

truly, experience changes people!

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so for the three of them, im not going to say we are going to be forever friends

as sometime thing happens in a way and sudden,

but im always here to support and be there for you

becuase i understand "supporting" is really important to every human being..

end of post! good night

2009-06-24T09:12:00.000-07:00

being at the top of the world!!!

hohoh went to singapore flyer because cerlyn tell me there is student promotion 10 dollar! ;}

*but is a last min decsion as we really nothing to do*

so cheap!!~ im so excited that i took alot of photos!

well, im lazy to update all :} hehe..

one day i shall update photo that taken using wanqing phone :}

okay let view the photo with me now!!

my spirit was dupe high when was our turn to go inside..

i hear cerlyn say that the night scene is going to be beautiful ;}

i never imagine myself to go for sinfgapore flyer because is expensive :{ hehe..

i wonder could you see how beautiful it is to be on top of maria in the photo itself..

one word to describe: amazing!! ;}

but then i didnt really settle down myself to be quietly and enjoy the views :}

i was busy taking photo man!!!

it take about 30 mins to end one round turn

so when i was tired of taking photo, im trying to be lame and pretend to be the naked prevert :{

hehehe..

keep laughting at this photo ;]

well lastly say goodbye to the ferris wheel..

i think we have alot of fun taking some funny photos ;}

and we got alot of thing to talk to each other ;} haha

2009-06-23T10:27:00.000-07:00

worry and afraid...

oh gosh!!!..i been slacking through out of this 2 weeks holiday!~ always tell myself that i will definitely study the next day, but it never happen :} i was browsing other classmate blog's, they did do some revision! and me? i think i never touch my school bag ever since the two weeks intensive lesson end.. can someone pressed my brain button and let me start study? after school reopen, i think i have to put in extra effort to cover my two weeks of slacking day for not doing revision..

got to do something before i regret for not doing in anything :}

2009-06-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

i feel guilty for this one week of holidays :{

did not spent it wisely..

i just keep staying at home and slack! though i have a good rest,

yet i didnt study or touch any worksheet at all!

at else, i pray next week i could spent my holidays wisely!!

i wanted to go shopping after service,

but i decide to come home to pack my stuff!! is a good opportuntiy to do some packing..haha

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tomorrow is father's day!!

felt abit sad whenever i hear someone saying what they want to buy for their dad..

you know guys,

go buy a present for you daddy!! they would appreciate your effort

though you might think your daddy would not like it :}

just to share my experiences,

last year i remember edmund ask me to buy a trophy

for father's day, but i didnt want it because i do not know how to give it to him..

so i thought of giving him next time :]

but my next time would never happen anymore..

i felt guilty for not having a proper father day celebration,

till now, my biggest regret is not doing all these thing when i could and i should!

things happen quick and sudden,

so i would really hope that you guys would so something for your dad and not regretting for not doing :}

dont wait, because there is no such thing as prefect timing ;}

HAPPY FATHER DAY! AND I LOVE MY BELOVED DAD

AND TO MY FATHER GOD ;}

2009-06-18T09:48:00.000-07:00

im not going to be knock down easily ;}

dinner with peijun for this two days.. is good to have some catch up session :} oh yes i love eating cheese cake!! whoo!~ one day if i got the capability, i want to open a shop that sells cheese cake, chocolate and cookies!! hohoho all my favourite food :}

it seem like i do not have alot of thing to post but fact is i do have loads of thing to say but

just dont know how to put in sentences..

for just one thing i would want to mention :}

if i could chose again, i would never allow myself to do what i had regretted..

im fear to think back what had it happened few years back,

and i could never forget that..

still, im strong and im not breaking :}

2009-06-17T01:41:00.000-07:00

received phone call from carlo today!

hoho i missed all of them~

sms my buddy yanqing when she is free, but she is having exam after holiday~

so i doubt we can meet up..

haha :} oh yes i forget to mention why carlo call :}

i think she miss my voice..hahaha..

everyone is busy, still i hope to meet up soon.

miss them alot~~~~ :}

i know how hard it is when you got to be strong when nothing seems right and everything goes wrong.. all this are not permanent, one day you will have that victory too :}

2009-06-16T08:48:00.000-07:00

life is full of hope ;}

i feel so bored at home!!!

i think i have enough rest for this few days.

oh man, is there anything that is fun??

all i do in this few days is sleep, online and then watch tv..

so i decide starting from tomorrow, im going to have lots of plan to enjoy :}

of course not forgetting to study, seen i have been resting for this 5 day??

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hohoh im addicted to steamboat! feel like eating steamboat now!! althought i had on

last sunday with my cg..hehe :}

i also want to go shopping!! feel like going shopping tomorrow!!! haha :}

okay today post is lame....

i wanted to post about something de, but could you believe that when i start typing,

i forget what i want to post..hahaha :}

2009-06-11T10:11:00.000-07:00

great days with you girls

i wonder how long the four of us haven been going out together..

im glad to meet miss kum as this gave us a chance to go out :}

as i begin to sit down and think,

alot of thing happened and the friendship we use to have is really different now ;]

but this could not change the fact that we use to be friend that went throught alot of stuff..

afterall, you guys are still important to me,

because without you guys on last few years, miss pretty life is going to be bored..

i think is just that the four of us chose different paths,

and remain the friendship we have right now..

yes, we gossipe each other before but i just want you guys to know,

i truly enjoy being with you guys and no matter what happen,

i always remember all the memories we had for each other.

all these words above are really all from my bottom of my heart.

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meeting miss kum is fun!! we talk about the china trip that we went two years ago..

oh man, i miss that trip!!

right now if you asked me whether i want to go again?

i would tell you guys only if all the people who i went with two years back gather and go again

then i would definitely want to!! :}

haha becuase we are a team man!! and we are a team that done alot of amazing thing!

memories that always kept in my heart :}

anyway i regret never took a photo with miss kum using my phone,

though we took alot in her carmera..hoho

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before i end my post, i just want to mention i hate my fringe now..haha

i dont like it so thin man.. i pray let my hair grow faster! haha..

and why i always make a fool out of myelf whenever i go out with friends?

hahah..

today alot of funny things happen! all cause by my stupid act..

never once my friend can stop laughting at me ;]

how great of miss tan sin ee could bring laughter to people!!

and i want to tell the three ladies,

im not your xiao bing okay???

2009-06-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

don forget who you are, where you come from :}

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watch the movie hanna montana!!~ ;} is like finally, i wait for so long man..

i shall give a rating of 4/5 !!

is a really nice storyline that tells you about becoming yourself than hiding the real you

inside your body ;} while watching the movie,

how i wish we will have a graudtion night that every student could sing and dance!! haha

i think that is going to be super fun!!!..

i just had a walking exercise at orchard road, super crazy to walk to isetan

and back to cine as we brought the ticket over there early on.

i think this is my very first time that im late for movies??

hohoho ;] right now as i begin to think about the whole process of walking,

im laughting at the stupid acts that the both of us did..

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lastly, after looking at my dear buddy, weikim blog

i felt so loved by her!! hahah..

i count myself to be blessed to have friend that still remember me,

it definitely warm my heart :}

im like loss of words! dont know what to say to her but i want her to know that

i miss the times we had when we enjoy each other accompanies..

glad that we found each other again, sister!! :}

2009-06-07T09:02:00.001-07:00

winter will passed and spring definitely will come :]

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i love this photo man! though is a bit blur ^_^ hahaha being lame..

being encourage by pastor tan on friday of the "song of soloman"

my mind was filled with his phrase right now!

"winter will passed and spring will come"

and throughtout the whole bible study, i was so excited..

my heart was so tender that i felt like crying.. he words pierce through my heart :}

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and then i realise i have been super blessed by god ;]

i found the real "me" as i walk with him in the journey..

he placed friend in times when i need them and im glad that i always have the trust that i need ;}

even there is no one with me, i thank God, he is with me ;]

times when i felt lonely, there's definitely someone there for me :}

i got a wonderful family members and colleagues

who always cheer me up ;}

and my cg leader, i know im super loved by shing tan!! haha...

i just want you guys to know i truly loved you guys alot ;}

without you guys, i will be lonely!!

big thank you to my spiritual father, God.. you have given all me all these :}

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yes, this is me! i love myself and my life alot..

im always who i am and never hide myself :}

this is how God had changed me over these years.. you will understand if you have experience it :]

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lastly i just want to say miss toh wei kim who recently came to blog!

hahaha.. if you saw this, i think you be happy about it!

i just want to say it loud again that i miss you alot..

we like lose contact for so long which we promise each othe not to.. update me your recent life!!! :}

2009-06-04T10:21:00.000-07:00

Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey.

It reminds us to cherish each moment,

because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not

as important as how we have lived.

sinee love life quotation!! i actually went yahoo and search for all these..

whoo so hardworking!! :}

oh yes, today went for steamboat with some classmates :}

felt super different because this is like my first time going out with some the people!!

i enjoy myself alot!!!haha but also sorry to those people that i constantly irritate them!!

hoho one of them is cherlyn.. *sorry for that okay :} im a noisy person*wahah..

thank pearl for asking me to join along,

truly enjoy my day with you guys and is a good chance to fellowship with my own classmate :}

anyway, the "prawn" memories will be kept in heart..

because thats when all of us keep on laughting and shouting~~ haha..

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okay miss pretty kind of sprain her ankle a little,

i thought i was a good jumper, but because of this stupid act, i hurt my ankle..

it hurts a bit right now :{

shall end here because my bed is calling..hoho

sinee miss her campo staff!!! she miss talking to them

2009-06-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

realize that true happiness lies with you :}

felt so happy to be able to help out in school for the event of collecting food around neighbourhoods

is fun and heart-warming whenever the resident tried their best to gave!!~

but of course, not everyone can be that generousity :{

it hurts alot to see the selfish side of human..

afterall, i felt so honour to be the senior of the school for leading the sec 1 and 2

to step out and talk to the adults..

looking at the sec 1 and 2 campus, i realize how time passes so fast!!!

im already a sec 5 student!! im kind of miss the time when im still a sec 1..

hoho sound like im growing old :}

i know definitely im going to miss the secondary school days,

because i have already missed the days right now :}

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got back my result!!

im a little disappointing because i could do it more better..

super surprised that mdm tan would say

"i want to see you do well in o's level because you are able to! and i believe you can"

so motivating man!!..haha

im happy for able to get trust from people that i am capable!! haha..

yes, im easily motivated and i love being praised okay!! haha :}

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there's few question in my mind now!

where should i go to in my future??

what should i do??

i left months to go and decide, which path should i take..

im abit loss and not sure which direction to turn to :{ ??

im afraid to make wrong decsion which is the most that i do not want to see happen in my life..

2009-06-02T05:36:00.001-07:00

a day out with my brother

being a good sister, i accompany my brother go to jurong for dentist checkup :}

after that we went pizza hut for dinner :}

oh gosh, so fattening!..

never mind just for this once ;} *dont know how many time i have been telling myself that..hoho

(ordering and thinking)

im glad to be a student man!!!!!

( hohoho look happy in eating)

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im sooo excited for the upcoming movies ;} im being hook by them man

i want to watch movie!!!

aiyoo i keep spending money.. somemore this thursday going to eat steamboat man!!

but still, i want to watch the movie that is coming up on 4 june ;]

super excited!!!

2009-06-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

a new starting, a new month

i saw this photo on yahoo image and it eventually caught my attention ;} dont you think this photo give a warmth feeling and it seems like set us free?

especailly today is the day that im done with my chinese o level! it feels good man ;}

one paper down! my spirits is high now..im just like that lady that is flying..

* okay crap!!*

i hope i could score well because i do it by faith and confident! hah :}

im thankful to people like shing, kelvin, cerlyn and michelle that gave their

best wish to me me by sms :} yes, im aiming *A*!

believing that is possible..

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oh yes! just to mention yesterday service..it was good man!!

i felt so young after watching the mini emerge! hohoh :]

*crapping again* im already super young*

while i was listening to the preaching, it felt so motivated..

i have more fun after service to play a game call "dont forget the lyrics" hahah..

im indeed a hsm fans!! i manage to remember the lyrics of song breaking free ;} of course i remember!!im their big big fans okay?? haha.

cerlyn you miss my singing..hahahaha ;} but anyway i know you have to study :}

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i want to blog more but that nothing for me to post..

i shall end here :}

(oh man, how i wish im sec 1/2, so that i dont have to go for extra lesson

but at the same time, im being constantly remined of this word *five more months to go only*}

well, i shall bear for it for this short period of time :}

2009-05-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

they are always my favourite star!!! :}

today i saw the hsm2 on channel 5!! hoho i was so excited.. but i just watch the part

that i like :} thought i watch this movie many times

but it never failed to gave me goosebumps,everytime they sing

i can watch until i tear man ;} haha

yes, im a emotional person :} i cried easily :}

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oh yes i want to mention something..could you believe that i take one hour

to l63 and back home just to buy food??hohoh :}

this evening, i just stood at the coffee shop at blk163 for more than 15 min

just to think what food to eat..

i took my time to walk there and back home man..

i couldnt believe that i took 1 hour!!!

miss pretty is amazing man!!~ ;}

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another person want me to mention his name on my blog!!

haha.. the person is darren mak!!! :}

he is not only my friend but a elder brother to me..

he never failed to gave me the trust that i need

and always gave me sweet to eat! hahaha...

thought it seem like he is a nice person, but his not lor!!

*im going to say bad thing about you now* wahahahhahaha ;}

he always shoot me for being short! *thought that the fact*

but still, he is a nice brother for always "protecting" us.. oh man, in the end i still

praise you.. anyway we are alike for being always kpo!!! :}

hahaha.... happy now? bai chi..hahaha

2009-05-29T06:28:00.000-07:00

highly motivated!! :}

i love the school for inviting the higher archievers coaches to speak to us

is inspiring and gave me that push i now for o level..

im kind of wish to become one of them!! :}

5 months to go to end my final lap :} this year is definitely a exciting year

for me! but before i did my important o level in oct,

i have my chinese paper on monday!

wish me all the best :}

i promise myself to score 'A' for my papers so jia you

miss pretty!!! :}

oh yes my hao buddy ask me to blog about him

johnathan wee!!!

are you honour, my faithful reader..

i know you are excited to see your name in my post :} haha

but anyway, is amazing that im so close to him now

could you believe that we are friend over 10 years?

we use not to be very close, but now we like become the best buddy :}

nice talking crap with you la buddy :} haha..

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wong jia sheng you are an idiot!! hahaha saw it?? ;}

just to mention, the guy that im calling as a idiot is my another

good friend ;} we always scold each other idoit and baka :}

dont become zai nan le la..if not i say out all the funny stuff that you

did before.. then oyu going to be paiseh for it..

whahahaha..im evil..

but still you are my good friend!! honour to see that ba :]

IDIOT!!~

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lastly, i just want to say thank you for you guys :}

is fun to talk to you guys :}

2009-05-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

hohoho ms tan didnt went to school today :}

unfortunately, i always have this stomach cramps problem.. and it eventually

it did affect my emotions and daily life every month! :{ the cramp was so

painful and add on

the backache, it was unabearable. today was the worest case! i didnt want to

sit up or stand up because it feels uncomfortable, so i decided not to go school..

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went to see a doctor at the polyclinic, the doctor want me to take a blood test

*sound serious ar*

because he suspect,i might have anemic..

oh man, i hates needle!!

the report was out super fast!! less than an hour, and the doctor say thay

my hameglobin *something like red blood cell* was low, and lack of iron in my body.

so i would felt tired easily, especially when mense came, i would have stomach pain

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anyway i dont really understand what is the doctor talking..

haha! :} in concludsion, i have to take more iron food to increase hameglobin??

anyway i hate stomach cramps~~!!!

end of my stomach cramp.. right now i just feel like have some complains :}

is it because today im sick, thats why im too free to think alot of

stuff inside my head??

many times, i chose to be quiet and it so bad that i want to scream..

anyway, i still love smiling than sad :}

2009-05-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

day out with campo staffs :}

went to watch "night of the museum 2" oh man is super nice!! i shall gave this movie rate 5/5 *good good* is better than the first movie as museum 2 is more funny and exciting! people who had not watch it, you will definitely regret it :} in my opinon, this is worth watching movie.. i especially love the part that the got singing want! i just keep on laughting non-stop man.. i love this kind of movie ;}

after that went supper with all the campo staff. a time to relax and also enjoy.i truly love talking to them and especially crapping with my buddy yan qing! oh yes, before i forget, tomorrow is her birthday!! happy birthday :} * im glad to be the same company with you, haha because i found a buddy that could joke with me and whenever i feel sad, you are able to brighten up my day :] i always look forward to meet you guys man* haha ;} love you guys and i know you guys should know it very well..

im kind of excited to go for service on sunday..haha but not feeling well now, dont let me sick on sunday please :} haha..

2009-05-21T03:19:00.000-07:00

you can always chose to look at the postive side of life ;}

the results are back! overall i felt disappointed thougth i did pass much of the subject.. i failed my english just by four marks!! imagine this happen in o level?? im glad that at else right now im still able to feel regret not working hard for my result, is always not too late to change this situation! and i have faith that im going to do well in o level exam :} looking at the brighter side of my english result, i did have some improvement :} if that is improvement, there is always chance to be able to success :}

just share with you guys this phrase:

many of life's failure are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up :}

i was encourage by this phrase when i being constantly reminded how bad my english language.. never a time, i could score well in my english result! and this year is my o level year, im still getting the same old result again! i wanted to gave up many times but this phrase remind me to keep on moving :}

im finding back the confident i used to have, therefore im determined to work really hard so that i could walk out the examination hall with full of confident that i going to do well and not worry of how bad my o level result is going to be :}

before i end my post, i want to menton about peijun :} is definitely hard to hear a person who is so close to you that have passed away..but looking at the brighter side, she pass away without any pain :} so dont be sad, cheer up! im sure your grandma love you smile than the sad expression you have on your face :}

2009-05-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

in life, you will never be able to run away from being hurt/offence :} this post is special delicate for ms wanqing :}

i could understand how it feels being say by someone but i will never understand how much hurt will cost to you..*so you got to tell me what is in your mind* :} althought you say is okay but i know you felt hurt about it! remember miss pretty is here :} if cannot sleep then call me alright!! i accompany you not to sleep too :} back to topic, is hard to forget what you read in her blog! it might keep be in your mind but hey, learn to look at other side of view, alright?.. most importantly, this is your life and if you are happy , that fine :}

remember the phrase :" this is me, here i am,, if you have a problem that your problem"

hehe.. and the sinee theory is : 'keep smiling, no matter what happen" :}

i really hope you are able to look at thing more wider! dont lose youself in this situation.. whatever it is, stand strong! you dont have to keep everything to yourself, you can tell me! you dont have to carry this offences yourself, you have me to carry for you too ;} you dont have to feel tired and helpless, because got ms pretty smile and encouragment! lastly, keep on going and dont loss yourself.. i hope you understand what i mean :}

ms pretty love you alot..and im sure that is LOTS AND LOTS of people love you too..hohohohoho

i like this smile, keep on smiling like this :}

im here for you..oh man you should be honour :}

hahah :} such a big post hor? i scare you cannot see..haha

2009-05-18T02:23:00.000-07:00

mission accomplish!!! :}

it was a good time to fellowship with one another!~ i love swimming too!! :} good way to excerise..

hoho we took a group photo in the toilet :} there is one more person that is missing, JACK!!!.. she went home to take tihng and then i forget to took another group photo when she is back..sorry :{ *i was happily eating..haha :}* we take photo together next time alright? ;} hehe

lastly, i was talking to my brother last night :} im glad to have a brother as we could discuss thing together :} at that moment, i felt so heart-warming for the thing he say! i been a person who thinks alot! about life and poeple~ i could be depressed if i dont get an answer that would satifsy me.. hoho so serious right?? but it couldnt change the fact that im this kind of person.. anyway, i love thinking, can!! haha..

in the end, all i get is disappointment after disappointment. but i still chose to believe..

2009-05-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

is time for miss miss pretty to loss weight :}

i dont know how many times i have say that man!! but this time im determined to live a healthy life to excerise twice a week :}..i shall go buy swimming suit and start my every week once swimming day :} hohoho stop gaining weight,ms tan!! *haha if i lose weight then next time i my turn to say ms selena!! you wait and see!!~* hahaha ;}

i felt like going shopping right now!!!!~ oh yes, love talking to nana so let meet up soon :} anyway wanqing prepare to excerise with me ba.. hahaha :}

you make it obvious, im trying to pretend.

2009-05-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

mommy mommy i love you :}~

hoho i just realise that i didnt really take alot of photo with my mum :} i shall take more from this day before i regret never take photo with her :}.. anyway, today is a special day! i dont want to say much to my mum but i know that my mum knows that there are two kids that truly love her alot.. what i want to ask from my mum is that i really hope she could keep stay healthy!~

i got alot of thing to post! haha. but i dont know where to start.. i just want to say i love reading manga!~ if i could draw, i would want to draw manga :} can i stay in their lovely world?? haha if wanqing saw this, she going to scold me!! *aiyo,you just let me dream for a while,okay?* haha..

this is miss pretty signing off :}

isnt you the same as other people??

how can you be so sure, you did not change at all??..

2009-05-09T10:37:00.000-07:00

sinee loves looking up the sky :}

recently, i just found out that i love looking at the sky. it gives me a calm feeling and a sense of belonging to this world.haha :} sound weird?? i could stare at the sky for a long time man.

anyway the time now is 2am. i bet tomorrow im going to be very sleepy for service :[ i just couldnt sleep. i han lie on my bed more than 2 hours but my brain just super awake. i keep on staring at the ceiling, inside my mind keep on spinning, my heart seem to hold some burden yet i dont know what is it?! i hate this kind of feeling :[ it feels like there is something for you to bother and worry about but in actual fact everything is fine, there is nothing to be vex about..aiyoyo.. just let me fall asleep!! :}

i shall go try and sleep now..haha :]

i suddenly feels like telling this person

i love her alot.

she always there to listen and keep me company..

there nothing we cant tell each other :]

im glad to have you as friend :}

that is......EE wanqing :}

dont you think there is always lose and gain?? ;}

2009-05-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

i hate exams!~ i know exams dislike me too :}

dont ask me how was the paper so far? what i could say is i did try my 100% best! i tried to remember every single formular, every main point but when i saw the question on the paper, i was stunned by it :[ especially phy! the question look so alien to me~

right now,i could say i did experience the big gap between N level and O level.. the way that o level question were asked, is totally different from N level.. people who are in express classes, i dont think they will know exactly how it really feels.. althought the sec 5 had more experience in taking national exams but still we feel really stress! it not that easy for us to "catch up* the gap. it takes alot of perservance and edurance!

again, is time for me to realise one simple fact that N level i can pass and score easily, but for O level is totally different! it will takes alot of discipline to have self-studies and 100% concentration in class..

2009-05-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

tomorrow english paper and ss paper, i shall do it by faith ;}

my faith theory are back :} haha.. i dont know how hard the paper it will be, but i shall do it by faith and hand in by faith :}

all the best to the rest of 5as students :} we can do it :}

want to meet my campo stuff soon :} i miss you guys!!!~

2009-05-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

susan boyle-a lady who love to sing and using her talent to shock the entire world :}

today was a school holiday! this morning i was doing nothing and happen to browse through youtube video. i saw susan boyle on britain got talent,so i watch it.. when she start to sing, i got goosebumps! her singing was just so incredible, she is amazing!!! :} i was so stunned and shocked!

she has the ability to made people cry when she sings. you felt so close to her like she is part of our family member :} yes, she not pretty, smart and young. yet she did sometihng that made people realise that we cant judge the book by it covers!i dont think many people has that courage to stand up there on the stage!~ she use her own ways to touch people hearts :} one thing that i admire her the most is, she never give up on her dream! even she is 47 years old now, it seem so impossible but she had make it possible..

keep on going, susan boyle! thank you for standing up at the stage and made me realise that sometimes in life, many thing may seem impossible to archieve yet if you keep on hoping and holding on that first dream you had, it will happen :} people might laught at you, prove to them they are wrong! i will remember the courage you had to keep on going ;} i am smiling at you now :}

oh man got go study now :} now is 12pm..i think later at night i will post again man..haha

2009-04-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

i feel like going to a very quiet day and have a good rest~ :}

ahhhhhhh... *shouting out loud* i been sleeping early yet i dont have feel i had a good rest.. my head feels heavy right now :{ hopefully i could cover my ss chapter and phy exam all by sunday! oh man, it seems so impossible but im going to do my best for my edusave and my mum who hopes to see my good result! :} i think im stress not just because i afraid of exam but i have a higher expectation from myself.. im scare of disappoint myself again :[ just like the previous common test! fear is going to overcome me, right now im not just facing the pressure but also the fear that i have right now :}

whatever the problem i face now,there a voice that tells me i can do it.. :} i just suddenly remember two sentence: "when my hope was out of sight, you will shine your light" :} this have been motivate me to keep on going ;} please miss tan sin ee, keep on going and endure for this few months..

2009-04-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

i need some space to breath!!~sinee is tired :{

don't you think that teenagers are being tied by the exams paper! sometimes, i felt so tired to keep on study just for the o level cert! *sorry! i just want to say out all my complain! haha because starting from monday, we will be studying more than 10 hour for mid year exam!* right now i felt more like a poly student than a secondary student! haha.. i stay in school from 7.30am till 8 pm man! im stress and panic for not knowing how to cover all my subject within a short period of times. i grown of fear to doing exam papers!

God,pls let me stay under the sunshine and be like the sunflower! sunflower continues to grow stronger every single minute, while i am becoming weaker every single day ;[ i need to be motivated again! mentally, im really tired.....................................

once again, jia you sin ee! you should know you are not alone in this battle! trust myself that im able to do it for this 2009 o level! how could i forget my faith toward my study and myself? :} hohoho.. is time for me to vision my result that i want to archieve :}

2009-04-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

a single postive dream are more important than a thousand negative reality :}

im so happy that today's weather are much more cooler :} the weather are so hot for this past few days that makes people feel frustrated :[ even when i going to take a bath and did not switch on the heater, the water itself felt like i switch on the heater!

oh yes!! i want to mention about my church stuff.. sad to hear that we are moving back to expo! althought im happy to see selena they all at expo but i miss my usher team people! i had bulit a strong friendship over the usher team and i really love serving with them! :} right now, in expo i have to start all over again.. i blame myself for not serving with them for the past few weeks!~ when i told them the news that im be going over to expo, i can see how disappointing they are! :[ haha.. they thought: " finally im back!" yet i be saying goodbye to them soon.

i really want to say thank you to my usher team :} i remember the first time when we move back to jurong, how sad i was, as my expo usher team split and i keep saying serving in expo is better! haha.. right now, is like history repeats itself! the same situation happen again~ :} i shall take back my words. ushering is jurong give me a sense of belonging. we are a team and also a family! we love joking around, making fun of each other and serve together faithfully! word are not enough to describe my gratitude towards them :} thank for everything.. i got to move on :} hehe..

alot of thing needed to post up today but i shall stop here because im tired..haha :} anyway i know shing tan is going to have her exam soon!!!!!~ all the best to you :} *my turn to say jia you to you* haha..go go go~ we trust you that you can do it just like how you given your trust to us ;}

2009-04-24T07:24:00.000-07:00

hoho.. i miss them badly!!~

oh man i want to meet them soon again.. :} miss talking to them althought i just see them recently. i love crapping with them and how i wish i can work with them together right now!!! haha.. *but is impossible bec michelle know that if we work together, we will keep talking non-stop* haha.. SIN EE WANT GO CHALET WITH THEM AGAIN!!! LET MY WISH COME TRUE PLS..HAHA

short post for today :} lets meet up soon guys!! *i miss working with debbie and wanqing..haha..thats the time, when three of us had the most enjoyable time and motivate each other to hit the target we set for ourself.*

2009-04-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

knowing yourself is the beginning of wisdom..

i use to think that i know myself very well but sometimes not exactly true.. i thought i like to eat alone or rather im okay with eating alone :} after losing my dad, i start to feel comfortable eating someone. it kind of sad that my brother and my mum often busy at the same time!! *when they are free, both of them are really free but when they are not, both of them wont be at home.* i seriously hate eating alone!!~ it felt super lonely and i feel regreted when my dad use to be around, i didnt cherish the time to eat with him.. i believe what i feeling right now, he felt it before.

i never want to eat alone again.. how i wish my dad was still around because he never allow me being so lonely to eat alone..

i shall stop this topic..it sound so sad so i shall change topic..hehe :}

i not feeling well man!! hate to be sick! *oppos, who like to be sick man*.. i just keep lying down once i reach home from school.. im glad i feel much more better in evening time.. haha.. oh yes, i forget to mention one important thing! MT BROTHER GOT HIS CAR LISENCE..WHOO ;] CONGRAULATION..proud of him :} he wish to have a car and im hoping my mum would brought for him too! then next time i can have someone driving me home :} i shall update again..

2009-04-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

people who read my blog, pls read this post seriously..

this going to be a serious topic that im going to talk about.is also for you guys to think about it too :}

very often, we do know that we have to treasure our parent! yet we know it but not doing in action. until the day when we know our parents is really going to leave us forever, we start to regret! people who lost their parent before would alway remind the people they know to treasure their own parent as they really dont wish to see another regret person to repeat itself:{ truth enought, sometimes human just wouldnt have the urge to do thing they suppose to do ,if thing did not befalls you guys. you wouldnt want to imagine to live a life that full of regret that you did not do nothing when your parents still around! make a effort guys! is all about your action and not just knowing. it really not too late to do something when you are able to! i think i have the right postion to be able to say all these thing because i been through that before! i regret for not saying i love my dad, never once in my 16 life have a proper birthday celebration for him, i wanted to, but is all too late..

i dont mind to share my experience but i really hope you guys will remember there a girl that truly regret for not doing anything when her dad still around :} thing do happen in a sudden! dont expect your parent going to stay with you throughout. sometimes, your tomorrow might not be your parent tomorrow ;} it really not too late to realise all these thing now~ you still have the chance to treasure your parent even there only 1 day left ;}

dont be like the second me! if your both parents are still around, hey dont like history repeat itself! let me tell you if you had read this post and not yet do anything about it, you will start to regret from this day! when thing really happen, you will blame and ask yourself why didnt you do something when you already know it in your brain :}

i shall post it big in order to let you guys see clearly! haha..

i think i post this post because i saw pearl post and i have been hearing about people regret for not treasure their parents often and become emotional! haha anyway im a emtional girl! :}} i think as a chlidren, we should take this seriously.. i shall end my emotional post..haha share with me your thoughts! i definitely reply..haha

2009-04-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

intro of some campo princess~ :}

since i have nothing to do, i decide to post some of our company princess stuff :} hahaha.. our company mostly is girls man.. through the chalet itself, i start to understand more about my colleague :} i wanted to post every single staff/manager/our boss but i dont have some of the photo now *my company althought are small but we are united* those that i intro are people who stay at the chalet for three day two night..

i shall start with this pretty lady here! the reason why i gave her a nickname *miss joyful princess* because she could bring joy to people! she never failed to make people laught and she is my crazy buddy team :} with her round, never a minute you can feel boring~ she also a good adviser that always share her story to people. if i know her eariler, i think she will become a person that know me throughout :} haha..she has a special character that able to drawn people to her, i think this made me feel she is a important person in our company to be able bring joy to customer and us. *oh man, i praise you lei buddy* hahaha..

next is this quiet lady over here..haha :} she not that quiet till always keep silent but only when she is tired and most of the time when she with us, i think we are too noisy so she become more quiet..she is different when yanqing *joyful princess* is not around! because there is no noisy girl so she can become noisy instead..haha :} in our company, i think she is the most steady girl in doing the job given by our manager..haha! :} hope to know her more because she only stay for one night as she is working on the next morning.

yes this sexy lady here is our da jie jie! the three day two night chalet she keep help us to do thing. she did a good job in taking care of us and she will help settle everything. she can be quiet a while and the next min super hyper and start dancing!! haha..she is a generous lady! i remember when there is no poker card and we wanted to play, she went to buy for 4 dollar at the 7 eleven! she didnt claim from us :} that still alot of thing that she do make me feel she like our own big sister helping us to do thing and always think for other :} if i want to gave her another nickname, i will call her responsible princess!~ anyway trust me, she is a sexy lady! i was shock to see the different in her wearing at outside and working :}

okay the next two i shall not talk alot about them because i know them like 4 years? haha..yet through this chalet, you could understand them more..wanqing is very hardworking girl..haha why do i say that? while all of us was watching tv, she help the five of us cook noodle!~ *including herself* i believe yanqing will agree to what i say! haha..i should say she is also a helpful princess.never complain to help people in carry thing ;}

while jacklyn, i couldnt think of any word to describe but giving her a love taking photo princess.seriosuly through the chalet, i think all of us only know something about her is she REALLY LOVE taking photo!!she take photo non-stop man..of course she is also a lady that love children alot! it take alot of patient to take care a children, so i praise her for that! (she help to take care our manager daughter and she is really playful! only jack dare to play with her)

haha okay i finish prasing them.. i shall end off with a very pretty lady :} hahaha..

2009-04-16T09:59:00.001-07:00

whoo~ 17 again is now showcast at cinema :}

you know i have been waiting for this movie for two month since i saw the advertisment that this movie is coming out! haha.. all the waiting effort is worth it :} *big clap to zac efron* i love him man~ hahaha.im sorry if you think that im crazy for him now! indeed i am :} haha :]

the movie is funny that will make people laught out loud! the first 20 min is a little boring but after that 20 min, trust me! is really funny :} this is proven by those people who watch the movie just now as all of us just keep on laughing out LOUD!

i remember zac efron say something to his daugther:

" sometimes in life, bad thing happen and you might think this is the end of your world, in fact this is the begining of life! you will find someone that you deserved to be treated well :}

amazing? anyway he say alot of words that really make people to set themself into some reflection and thinking. if can, i wish to pen down the thing that he say yet he speak a little way too fast.haha so i could only remember that two sentences :] SO GO WATCH THE MOIVE YOURSELF IF YOU WANT TO KNOW IT MORE ;]

hohoho zac efron miss pretty support you all the way! you are cool man~ haha

before the start of movie, went to eat fish and co!!~ :} the fish and chip not bad :} alot of funny thing happen..

ok i shall stop here because want to go sleep :} hahaha ..

2009-04-14T07:48:00.000-07:00

is time to get serious, miss tan!!

have been telling myself to get serious in studies dont know since when and how many times? but i just cant get myself seated down and to focus!!~ ;[ oh man! how???! mid year is coming yet i felt like it just a class test :} ... time to have some reflection on myself man :} jia you ba, miss tan :} is really time to give myself a big slap to wake myself up :}

2009-04-12T06:52:00.000-07:00

campo marzio indeed is a big family :}

truly enjoy myself this three day two night at sentosa :] haha.. the best part is everyone was there to fellowship and have lot of fun one the first night :} i had so much fun that i totally forget to take photo on the first night!`the first night we had bbq and we bbq until midnight!! we are so hyper till once the music is on, we keep dancing non-stop.. we are tired after BBq but after taking a bath we will awake and take a stroll at the sentosa there.felt super different when you could just stay at sentosa until so late!!!~

really have to thank our company for giving us such a good relaxing place to stay ;} whoo..

i shall update again once i get photo from wanqing ;} anyway i just love this company! didnt regret to join this team even thought there are times i really ask myself why i join this *chiong* team haha..well, hard work paid off :} we shall *choing* again once i finish my o level okay ;} wait for us!!! :}

2009-04-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

update! overdue photo is here..

the 'SAW' daughter and son :} still have some of them not in the photo because they carmera shy! haha.. love their siblings bonding with one another!~

they are number 6 uncle son.. very close with them because the brother*in the left* and i grow up together and the youngest brother like to stick with me ;}

my cousin

they love to pose once my carmera take out man..

and lastly the pretty mother and daugther :}:}:} miss tan sin ee!

before i sign off, want to say that i love the saw family.. oh yes im going chalet tomorrow :} excited!!!~

2009-04-06T07:48:00.000-07:00

sinee wish to go overseas~~~ :}

yes! i wish to go taiwan,japan and korean!! i really really really want to go :} haha.. im planning my 18 year old birthday gift for myself is to go taiwan!~ haha i told my mum and she agree to it but the expense she only paid a bit..most of the expense should paid by myself :} how i wish that is someone that would appear in my life and gave me that money to go taiwan! i want to go and shop until my luagge is so pack that i unable to zip :}

taiwan taiwan i love you :}

i want go korean and see my husband.HAHA *dreaming* in fact my dream is always to go japan or korean to experience the winnter over there and take alot of photo at there! my mum want go there and see da chang jin..haha that what she told me

korean korean wait for me~ :}

i want go japan and read all the comic man..but most importantly i really want go there and see the scenery:} especially the yin hua :}

japan japan you the best!! :}

okay time to sleep..haha :} hope my dream come true! and believing that to happen!~

2009-04-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh......handsome guys~~ ;} every girls dream :}

i watch finish the hua yang nan yi drama today!!!! haha i chiong 25esp in one week :] im just super touch by this show..make me laught,cried and melt my heart at the same time! :} *highly recommended* :} i love them alot man!! :} below photo is my husband ;} hahaha ...

i know pei jun and wanqing want to say is their, while you two have to accept the truth..hahahaha :}

oh yes! hua zhe lei ;} real name is *jin xian zhong* i love him as my best friend man..he is always faithful to help his friend :} if at first the start of drama,his hair is cut like this...i think i will fall in love with him than dao ming shi *li min hao* but anyway i have been supporting him even wanqing say him not very handsome!!!! i wonder have she regret what she say?? hahaha..

oh man i dont wish to see the show ended so fast.... i be always supporting you guys :} hahaha

2009-04-04T07:17:00.000-07:00

a friend that always support me :}

first, i steal this photo from ms wanqing blog ;} hahaha.. anyway this post is for you!!~

a big thank you to you when i needed someone the most you appear at my door step and ask me to go out :} haha im surprised you know :} yes, althought i didnt say anything but im really touched! thank for always be there for me. all the little thing that you do, i remember it :} so remember my promise to you now: "that no matter what happen, i chose to trust you and stand beside you" this is the promise i gave to you :} i will not delete the post as this is a evidence that i had written it down ;} tell me anything if thing happen to you

still got alot of people that i want to say thank you.. you know who you are "debbie,michelle,peijun,cerlyn,tony tan..*oh man is alot..haha :} i thank you for placing so many good friends in my life ;} you guys play a part in my life! i simply love the people around me as they always chose to trust me :}

i hope i could make a different in people life like how the people around me did make a different in my life :]

2009-03-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

is always good to go back to ipoh :}

the three day two night trip to malaysia ended so fast man...how i wish nomarl school day can be like that too :] it felt different to go back in car this time than taking coach bus back!! and i tell you my ah gu is a very steady poo bee bee driver!! hahaha.. other driver would take 8/7 hours to reach ipoh but my steady uncle take only 5.5 hour man!! thank god for the good weather too at least i wont die inside the car because of the hot weather :}

i just love fellowship with my family members.. they are really important to me because they always try to protect me! now i have grow up, is time for me to protect them :} saw family and tan family is the best :]!!! haha..

*okay i just have short update* update photo next time* :}

anyway im now super addicted to a korean drama (hua yang nan zi) the storyline is about the same as the taiwan (liu xin hua yuan) thank peijun for intro! the main actor is super handsome okay!!!!!!! whoo..haha my new target ;]

2009-03-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

overdue photo~

this are photo taken when my cousin came :} still not yet update all but i will slowly update ;}

i dont know why i start to love going sometime ;} yes, its boring! but my day in school always seem so lively! haha maybe because there is laughter around everyday~ love talking to wanqing and pejun about my imginaton story when we going fall asleep in class! haha..there is the only way to wake myself and to disturb the two of them so that they dont feel like sleeping too~ i love laughter!! ;}

anyway sin ee is going to be serious in her studies after the malaysia trip on this friday till sunday *dont miss me* *going malaysia for qing ming* (wanqing, dont worry i will buy thing for you if i got went shopping so you dont need to remind me again okay} haha..

oh yes! i not need to go for cross country because going malaysia tomorrow morning :} but the rest of you guys jia you okay ;} my spirit will be with you guys ;} i shall say it again! DONT MISS ME ;] im going for three day only..excited for tomorrow to set off to ipoh!!!! whoo..im been waiting...

after the malaysia trip, im excitied for company chalet!!haha :}

be like the sunflower

that always grow so strongly,

no matter what happen,

it always seem to be smiling.

sinee love sunflowers

2009-03-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

how could i forget!

i think i have nothing to do so im here to blog..haha :] i just look back my old post *seem nothing to do* i start to realise how much thing i blog about church stuff! so much about what god have done for me ;] i seem like forget the first love that i have for god, the passion of serving and the joy of listening the sermon.. i seriously miss all this thing!~ is time for me to really pick myself up again! is not easy, but im determined to do it! because i really miss the time when i enjoy loving and serving God :[ is time to stand strong again!! :]

2009-03-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

a big big thank you to ms cheah peijun, ee wanqing, tan kai lee and lionel yar!! :}

i have a little surprise from my group of beloved friends just now :} totally unexpected and super shocked okay!~ *you guys really planned super well man* haha :}

their planned is to ask me go night market and then in actual fact they were waiting at my house there the staircase! and the min i came out of the house and wanted to take the lift, suddenly i saw them and they sing a birthday song for me :}

yes, it might seem very simple surprise but yet i felt super touched! haha althought i didnt cried yet im really grateful of what them done :} i love the card they had done for me and the useful present :}

thank you very much guys! you guys made my day :}

*couldnt update the photo bec i did not have it right now*

2009-03-22T01:36:00.001-07:00

i have fully use my holiday to go to alot of fun place~

super tired!~ just let me tell you how did i spent my day in 19 march till today~ ;] on thursday my relative reach and we went to malaysia for one day trip to go shopping! but the traffice jam totally spoilt the day and we end up just go there have seafood dinner like that! haha.. on friday, i suggest to bring my cousin to sentosa since they didnt go there before! oh man, i cant believe that we went underwater world! which i told wanqing i want to go there for my birthday celebration! haha *dream come true* then we went jurong east to swim. and then on sat went to johor again! and yes, im back here ;}

just keep on going out this three day to keep company my relative..we took alot of photo using my carmera! but im tired to update :} today im just briefly posting what i am doing this three day ;]i shall post again the three day outing ;] whoo..

oh yes! before i forget. i just want to say thank you to w472 for giving me a surprise on sat early morning man ;} i love the chocolate cake!! and the present :} haha.. im shocked to see cerlyn cried as she is giving her specch ;{ *dont cry okay??* haha.. i know you are worried for me for certain thing! im always here for you ;] alright? hehe.. thank you shing tan! i know i have said many time thank you to you~ haha but i dont know what more to say to you! i could give you *a big hug and thank you* for always sending message to me and show your love and concern :] i could promised to you i be strong again! :} i would see you guys soon ;}

2009-03-19T01:11:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to miss pretty! *which is me*

hoho.. i have a fun celebration this year with my relative ;} im glad to have them as part of my family..they took nine hour to came all the way from malaysia just to celebrate my birthday with me ;} whoo..

i felt specially loved by my family members and friends! the first one *winner* who sms is weiqi!! haha..but anyway she played cheat! she sms me at 11.30pm.. if to be specfic, the first one who sms me at 12am is wanqing and peijun :} thank you very much! i love you guys alot..those message might be just simple,yet it could melt my heart man~ haha.. im glad to have you guys as friend :} this year i received the most birthday message *maybe last time im not well-liked?* haha.. anyway one particular group of people i have to mention is W472 member! hahah..i think almost all of them sms me!! ;}

message to w472:

hey guys, i have to thank you guys for alot of thing..yes, we might not know each other very well yet i felt truly loved by you guys ;] thank you!! :}

anyway those people who had tag me and sms me i have to thank you guys for making an effort to type the message and sent it to me!! im sorry if i didnt reply back because im busy and a bit lazy to reply *haha bec i just keep on replying back until im tired of typing the message* sorry~ but i still love you guys and have awknowledge the message that you sent :}

2009-03-16T09:01:00.000-07:00

few hours more to go~~!!!

hohoho.. ms pretty going 17 soon :] time flies... :} *i know i have repeated myself alot of time* but i still want to say time passes super fast ;{ one blink of my eyes, im going to be 17 !

i wonder how my mum is going to celebrate with me tomorrow? haha..i wonder how my group of friend going to suprise me this year *maybe not* haha.. and most importantly how many people remember my birthday?? haha :}

to me, i feel that birthday is a very significant day to every human as that is the day that we were brought to this world and able to see the world . 19 march, is the day that im able to came to this world and start to have emotion anf feeling ;] dont you guys feel amazed by how a mother womb could bring forth a child?

anyway let see who is the first one to say happy birthday to me!!! haha ~ im excited ;}

2009-03-15T22:10:00.000-07:00

a day out with my brother to IT show!!~

i was super exctied to go It show because this is like very first time to go in and see slowly!! super fun when i go out with my brother because he just keep joking around :} oh yes, i cant believe it that ms pretty bought a CAMERA!!!!!!! hahahah.. super happy but at the same thinking did i waste my mum money?? this is my birthday present for 2009 from my mum :} haha.. i could took alot of photo from now onward! im going to keep on using it until it spoilt man.. *so that i dont waste my mum money by not using it ;}**

how is it?? i like the colour blue ;} i wanted to purchases pink want okay! but in the end i still think blue is nice!!! oh yes, i brought this for 399!! is it expensive? haha..but i have alot of free gift okay!~ i just list out all my free gift.. * a photo printed(which mean i can prite out my photo anytime i like) a 4gb and a 8gm memory card, sewsen voucher, free re-chargeable battery, a dont know what bag that contain the table tripod and free ink for the printed that print photo* cool ar??? haha..

i didnt want to buy it at first since i can use my handphone to take photo. but then our family need a carmera to take down all the memories! ;] my mum didnt want me to change my handphone until end of this year, so my current hp couldnt take picture of the three of us so must well we brought a carmera first!~

anyway i love my carmera!! feel good to have one ;} haha..

picture of the day :}

oh yes, i hope my mum remember to return money to me!~ haha.. conclude for the It show! it fun but feel irriated sometimes because people will push you and think that is your fault and not theirs! haha in IT show you can see a true singaporean!!!

in life, there might be alot of thing you want to have

but you cant.

but remember to be contented of what you have

right now!

because those thing that you might have

other people might not have it :}

2009-03-14T10:27:00.000-07:00

i finally finish doing my blogskin.

oh man!.. i suppose to be finish doing blogskin at half an hour want okay!! i thought i was so pro le man.. but i dont know what did i do at the last part made my blog look all messy and i have to to redo!!~ i end up doing for 2 hour and 30 min *total three hour man*~ couldnt believe it :{
wanted to do homework ater doing my blog stuff, i think i change my mind to sleep now! hahaha.. bec the time now is 1am! oh man, i should do my homework just now! haha... goodnight..

update again.. anyway do my blog look okay??? tag me :}

2009-03-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

went out with a team of crazy but fun people ;}

the very first group to celebrate my birthday in advance!!! they are all the campo marzio pretty staff :}

anyway just to mention today is my birthday!!! *my chinese birthday* haha.. that what my mum told me ;} so i have been telling people today is my 18 hua ren sheng ri!! it just so concidence that my company people celebrate my bithday today ;} anyway my mum really go buy a birthday cake and we sing song at 11pm when reach home after meeting the crazy girls.. i love the cake man!!

back to the topic.. i had a fun time talking to this few girls and my manager, Michelle~ they

have become a group of friends that is important to me! i had alot of laughter with them *made my day* haha.. they always give me encouragement and support me! espcially michelle, never failed to stand beside me and give me her fully support ;] the reason why we are so close althought we did not meet often is because we use to fight together as one! haha ;} we keep chiong for our sales target and often encourage each other we can made it! to be frank, im excited to end my O level exam quick and go back to fight together with them again!!!! ;} hahaha.. i believe wanqing you too hor??? hahahaha ;}

my darling lao gong :}

my honey and my da jie

my dear buddy

the right side girl is my shi fu! just to tell you guys, she always call herself mei nu! same as me..hahaha :}

group photo! i just love them.when we are working, we can be serious but we are fun people too~!

MESSAGE time:

thank god for letting me to know you guys!!! i love you guys alot man.. for debbie and wanqing, i saw the note that you guys wrote for me ;}at the same time, i have to thank you guys for always being there for me and allow me to lead you guys in taka *well, i have to say we lead each oher in ways* i always remember the time three of us work at taka together! we had so much fun and keep motivate each other to keep the spirit high ;}thank you for all the support too.. love you :}

for jack, you are a good listerner! thank for lending me your ears :} yanqing and esther! althought i didnt work with you guys much, but two of you never failed to let me laught! thank alot girls ;}

oh yes, michelle! i dont think i have to say much thing! because she truly understand me alot ;} thankful for having such a nice manage *she can be fierce but still a super nice lady*

i have so much to tell you guys! ;] i shall end my post by posting ms pretty photo! hahaha :] I LOVE YOU GUYS OKAY ;} I LOVE ALL MY DARLING AND HONEY~

people always say is diffcult to find someone to truly support you

yet im proud to say:

im bless to found people
that give me their full support..

i know who you are ;} thank alot!

2009-03-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

who say you cant make thing happen? is you did not want to!

this year for the beyond classroom week course was rather interesting! is a motivational course that all the student taking O level have to attend! i didnt regret going school for three day!! through this course, i know myself better! i know how to play the right video in my brain :} i just get so motivated by the interaction with coach yvonne! in the three days, she keep remind us that we have the abilty to make thing happen! just looking at coach yvonne, i could fully understand how much she love her job! being able to be a trainner and see the next generation to get motivated, beliveing themself to able excel in their life ;] i told wanqing: 'one day, i also want to become like coach yvonne to be able to influnce the youth" :}

i remember all the thing that coach yvonne had said before! thank you for your passion :} i seriously miss her voice and the laughter she had :} im excited to tell you the good news of my result next year! :}

2009-03-07T05:51:00.000-08:00

i saw the light because of you guys :}

i always count myself to be very bless to have people to encourage when im down. i know God would always place the right people in a right time to gave me some motivation and encouragement ;} just like yesterday, my manager suddenly gave me a call and tell me about the company chalet that is going to happen on 10 april *at sentosa* whoo! after that she suddenly ask me how come i sound so restless? it doesnt sound like that energtic sinee ;] i told her about my common test result which made me feel a bit sad.. she begin to tell me about her o level last time *which is really inspiring!!*

haha to be truth, i actually felt more motivated by her trust in me not by her story *althought is really inspiring* :} is the trust that keep on pushing me to keep on going ;] i know it very well, that the battle is not the exam paper but the battle is inside my brain!!~ whether am i going to endure this 8 month and believe myself that im able to do it ;}

oh no i still got alot of overdue photo man.. but im lazy to post! hahaha

2009-03-06T06:10:00.000-08:00

china immersion trip 2007~

today i was talking to peijun and wanqing about our china trip! time files~ it feels like it just happen yesterday! :} we could remember clearly the day when we decide to went for this school trip, when we pack our bag and off to china!..

indeed this trip has become my/my group of friends precious memories! that is my very first time aborad the plane, my very first time to go oversea without my parent but with my group of friends :}

i miss the time when group one had a lot of talking session! we were the most crazy and noisy group *total of 21 peoples went and we were divided into 5 groups. i was in group one with peijun* i miss the time when group one and two try to finish all the food that is order by the teacher! haha.. i miss the time when we will scolded together by ms yong :} i think what i really miss is we truly enjoy ourself and the freedom of running at the corridor and sneak to other people room :}

i just love the team alot man!! :] i have to thank peijun for taking care of me.. she acted in a role of mother to take care of as blur person who always forget to take these and that! ;} hahahaha.. if i have a chance again, i want to go oversea with the china team again ;]!!!!!!!!!! thank god i went to china if not i will have miss all this fun!!! whoo...

2009-03-02T07:08:00.000-08:00

the minute you ask what you going to do if you lose, you have lose!~

today i get back my chinese result! which is totally a disppointing paper! i never get such low mark for my chinese paper before! definitely this is a big knock in my head! :} this motivate me to work super hard for my mid-year exam! AND yes, i promise myself to do even better in the mid-year exam..this is going to be the first and last i see this kind of mark! same goes to my english paper.. i cant promise to score a very good for my english language in mid year but im going to work super hard for this subject too! at else, mark that i can tell myself that i have done well ;}

first i want to do some reflection for this common test!

1} i didnt treat it as a o level exam, it feel more like class test and therefore i always think the papers should be easy! in o level, this cannot be repeat again!

2} this year should be a year that we take every assignment seriouly but yet i still feel like im taking N level than O level! a super big mistakes..this must be change :}

ms tan sin ee shall say to herself once last time! i not going to stay where i am now, i am going to move to next level! a time to be serious! believe myself can do it as well im believing others can do it too..! 5As student, jia you!! :}

2009-02-27T09:15:00.000-08:00

lets look ahead in life! :}

whoo whoo!! i love raining day! rain is here again *kailee i mean raining is here not that korean rain ar!* i hope it keep on rain for next few day! hahaha ;} weather now is unpredictable~ it can be very hot today and the next min it might rain~ i pray hard that the weather will continue to be cool..

went to watch movie with my friends today, took alot of photo but im lazy to upload..shall upload once i got the mood..haha :}

20 more days to miss pretty birthday!!! i hope my mum still remember the promise that she made to buy me a carmer as my birthday present :} im excited!!~ short post for today bec my eye are closing soon..

2009-02-26T04:52:00.000-08:00

hey friend,

not going to go one big round of what am i going to say~ and i know you could understand what i mean. first i just hope when you look at this post, think carefully and be calm..i dont think if i say it to you face to face, you would believe me! it might sound harsh to you but this is the only way to explain to you.

just to clarify, whatever you hear or think, we never do it before! i still dont understand why did you think we will look at you the way that you think? if they/me have done it, i would be honest to tell you ;] but the fact that we didnt even have that kind of thinking before, what can we really explain it to you? im not really disappointed for not trusting us but disappointed that you never trusted yourself before and because of this you chose to believe that your friend also would not trust you for the thing that you does! despite i have told you so many time "you can do it"! . i have said many time before, you are making your own life miserable to be always sensitive! we never once look down on you, if we did,do you think we will waste our energy/effort to encourage you? do you think all that is fake? if you did, im not going to be the only one feel sad :[ but the three of us.. i always treat you as my best friend and remember how you stand by my side. i did not forget! :}

lastly, is you who going to decide whether to trust us. im going to say again. we did not say or do anything. i dont know have you get my message? will you get my message?i hope you will..

anyway my best friend, dont give up and trust yourself more.. dont allow your negative thougth to destroy your vision and dream!

2009-02-23T05:33:00.000-08:00

sometime~ we just have to trust ourself :}

okay.miss pretty is here again! :} having common test this few days and i could only say i do all the exam paper by faith! haha ;} my faith theory!! anyways, all the best to my friend! especially jack, i saw your blog! please have some confident in yourself and DONT GIVE UP ;} for the rest of my friends, remember the story about the car accident! just vision yourself that you can do well for your exam and i know you guys can do it ;}

today i want to talk about some of my thought in my head now!

haha.. i have been thinking which course i want to take after my o level! this have been troubling me as time really flies and sooner or later i be taking my o levels exam, then my o levels result and then we were have to decide what course we want! it may seem i think too far now but i do not wish to see myself decide such a important stuff in last min! what course should i take?

design course? too bad i do not have any talent! i think i will suffer if ask me keep on drawing for the next three year..

engineering/ information technology/ chemical and life science??? i dont like this course!!!

business?? im afraid i will loss interest after taking this course :{

so what course should i chose? which path should i walk? sin ee is confused! i shall think for another 2 month and shall discuss with other people! :} i definitely will chose a path that i will not regret AND of course i dont wish to regret :]

goodnight miss tan :}

the walk of the journey is long,

the path may seem tough,

you might want to even give up sometimes,

but sinee is here to tell you

jia you!! :} trust yourself you can do it :}

2009-02-21T10:18:00.000-08:00

i just want to say i love god!! :} haha

this is super random! as i begin to look back the older post, i always remember how much thing that god have done in my life ;} no matter what happen, i have chose to believe him and never regreted i came to know him! is a wonderful thing that i know him as from that moment, my life begin to change :} will my life be different if i didnt came to know him? i doubt so. my conculsion will always be if i didnt know God, ms tan sin ee will stay the same! a person who does not learn how to treasure, a person do have no confident and a person who will stay immature.i truly thank God for everything:} i love you always..

2009-02-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

rain, where are you???

i miss the cloud!!! if today you did lift up your head to see the sky, you could see the sun shine brightly and there is no cloud at all! this make the day super hot man!!!! and this kind of hot weather make you feel super irritated and frustrated! i wasnt able to stir myself to be high because the hot weather make me feel dizzy and headache.somemore the pain in my mouth because of the two big ulcer was unbearable. we have to try to stay focus in the lesson which make us got even frustrated!!! is really HOT!!!! even siting under the fan, we still have like going home and have a bath man!! i miss rainny day! god could you pour the rain down??? i hope i dont fall sick!! praying hard!! haha becuase im like going to have sore throat even thought i drink so much water! haiz ;{

2009-02-15T07:12:00.000-08:00

always my favourite star! troy-zac efron

have i ever tell you guys who is my boyfriend? hahaha is him!!! :} *peijun and wanqing going to scold me for dreaming too much*

yesterday i my v.day was spent with him..somemore i hold his hand!! :} hahaha can you see the picture below??? haha

okay miss tan shall stop dreaming! anwway im excited for april to come because zac acted in this movie call *17 again* i watch the trailer in youtube..it talk about a 30 something old guys want to become young again and dont know what happen the guys wish came true and by the time he wake up, he is young again!!! the young guys is zac!!! :} I WANT TO watch!!..

this post is especially for him!! okay goodnight my boyfriend :} hahaha ;} anyway yesterday i forget to mention one thing! * kailee dont eat the buliding and book okay???* hahahahahaha :}

2009-02-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

a important day for couple!! :} happy v.day!

went out with my group of friends! we had alot of fun.. sinee is lazy to talk about what we done! but we had alot of laugher.. :} miss pretty also super lazy to upload photo! haha because i found out that my folder got alot of photo man! and im sorting out right now ;}

oh yea! i had fun talking with them about life and our view in relationship! im glad that i could share my own experience about family relationship :} so guys, remember what i say before! once life in time! it now or never *wow that my boyfriend song* hahaha.. live your life to the fullest!

love your life ;} because that your life!..;] whoo..

2009-02-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

a question i would always ask people~ what do you like about your life? or rather do you love your life?

i dont know why i love to dicuss this topic. haha maybe bec i love my life alot and expect other would also think that way too but there are times i constantly hearing people how bad their life is and the negative thought they have.. i would then ask myself: "hey, do you think that way too"? and im always proud to say i love my life because the way i see thing! hehe :} and this made me feel that our thinking brain is important to our life.. how you think of your life is what are you going to have it in your life! *whoo, what a deep thinking miss pretty* haha ;} anyway all the people who view this blog, please think that you going to have wonderful life even thought that might be problems and all sort of funny things, but don you think your different views of life will make a different in your own life??!.. haha this is miss tan sin ee thoughts and a short message to let your guys think about your life~ thank you for reading *end of today news/ message* haha..

back to post.. oh man, the last sentence sound like a reporter..haha im just a little bit crazy today ;} oppos should i say im always that crazy? haha ;] why do i always feel that when you become older, days also pass faster?? and when you are still a kid, time seem to be slower? isnt it weird? very fast the day when miss pretty was born will be coming soon! is like one more month?? should i be happy or sad? im getting older again.haiz! but anyway if you guys want to buy me present to miss pretty *praise myself again, thick skin man* and have no idea what to buy, you can always ask me! hahah :] if dont want, then give me a big hongbao i also dont mind! goodnight guys :}

happy is the way to live your life!! :}

2009-02-12T07:34:00.000-08:00

miss tan is here again!!!!!

oh yes! if you think this blogskin is nice, this would be credit to pearlyn! :} all thank to her for helping me.. the blogskin is at the left side but people who do not have *dont know what morliza, anyway i dont know how to spell it, you will see my blogskin is at right side) im one of them do not have, so whenever i see my blog, i will think how come is at right side? hahah :] anyway thank to pearlyn :} i love this blogskin :] i shall use this for the time being, might change it if i see something i fall in love to! hahah ;} okay i shall gave a big kiss now! mauck! :} goodnight...

2009-02-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

is going to be sad post....

just as i mention, this is going to be a sad post for me..because i was clearing my stuff and i saw a phtot with my dad :{ memory flashed back the time i was with him and i blamed myself for not spenting alot of time with him when i was given a chance!.. this make me begin to treasure every single member in my family ;} i learnt a painful lesson which i use to understand but never do it in action :{

i alway want to mention in my blog that a new year without my dad is really sad.. because he use to go out with me to the market on the day before of new year eve! this year i never have a chance to walk with him in the market.. im seriouly okay! but i just cant help to feel sad for my dad as i know he would want to see the first time i gradute from school, the first time i get my pay, the day i get married! i alway wanted him to see me becoming more and more indepentent and going out of this soceity.. i wonder how is he doing? i wonder do he still remember me, i wonder is he still worried for us? i have alot of question that is not going to be answer... hey dad,can you still hear me???!!!

2009-02-06T06:48:00.000-08:00

swensen swensen i love you :} haha

of course i will love sewnsen when i eat the delicious food without spenting any money!!! hahaha :} my ex-teacher is giving my group a treat for no reason!! haha :} just looking at the picture of the food, how i wish there is people treating me again!!! :}

after the nice food, later at night we have bbq!~ took alot of picture but im just LAZY to upload!!! ;} i believe that will be people upload so i shall not upload!!! hehehe.. but i have a fun time relaxing myself without having any thinking..the best part for tomorrow is my relative are coming tomorrow at night! it a sudden decsion they decide to come and celebrate yuan xiao! haha :} i just love being with my family because it kind of make up the time when we are not able to spent much time together :} whoo!! im shock and excited now!!! :}

2009-02-05T23:49:00.000-08:00

wanted to have a proper update of what have happen in this few day and update photo but my stupid com connection got problem *im using my brother laptop now* so couldnt update photo..because of this, i dont have the mood to update anymore..haha maybe im just lazy :} once my computer connection is okay, i will update soon..oh man so many thing to update!!

im tired to pick myself up again..

i just need a break..

end of post.....................................................................

2009-01-31T07:08:00.000-08:00

sinee is back in singapore!!!!

i truly enjoy myself being in malaysia! there is my very first time to celebrate cny with my mother side of family! (last time we always go my father side and have no time to go my mum side)

just to let you guys know my mother side is a large family! can you imagine my grandma have 14 kid! 8 girls and 6 guys! when we gather together,we have 4 generation together!!! :} hahaha.. and what amaze me is the bonding between us is strong :]

today im not going to post what happen in those five day*post it next time* but to post how i feel being with my mother side of family and father side of family..

anyway this photo is taken on the day of my brother birthday :}

and photo above taken with my brother and my mum *youngest brother and his wife* my brother and i very close to two of them. they are the one watch us grow from girl to lady and boy to man! one of the thing i like about my ah gu *mean uncle* is that whenever his brother or sister need him,he be there for them! :} same goes to all my uncle and aunty! i think my grandma will be proud to see her 14 childern have such bonding in them that we alway update each other what going on.. althought we live in a far distant yet we are so close! what make me feel sad is, althougth my father side of family live so near us yet we feel like a stranger.. no matter how nice of my father side of relative could sound but the action is alway not there!

im happy that i have a big family in malaysia that alway care for us! they teach me one important thing is that: " no matter how far is the distant, is possible to maintain a very close relationship"

time now is 12am.. super tired althogth i have lot of sleep this afternoon le but still im tired! didnt have enough sleep during the stay at malaysia! haha..

2009-01-28T20:53:00.000-08:00

hihihi guys!!! are you surprised to see me update??? haha.. well im still at malaysia ;] i have a fun time man!~ aiya im going out le.. so i will stop here :} but anyway i be back in singapore soon :}

2009-01-26T00:30:00.000-08:00

ms pretty is going to take bus soon!!!!!! :} super excited! might be able to use laptop in the bus *if my brother approve* whoo... :}

anything tag me okay??? i would reply you guys de! because i scare you guys miss talking to me la!!! *haha i hope so* tag me...

bye bye! a big muack to everyone..hahahah